Yeah from now on it will be friends only. Why? I don't know... I want a bit privacy? Especially if I'm going to start posting more personal things, as I'm going to start talking hormones soon and stuff like that. Yeah. Sorry. But you can always add me as a friend. ;D

Finncon was awesome. I hugged a lot of people :D



Pic of me. The whole outfit was almost all done by me.



Me and my friends, the whole free hugs group. :D



And bonus a pic that I did with my new tablet. My RO character, Claudes, a Whitesmith.

Heroes ep 20 "Five Years Gone" was totally awesome. Too awesome. So Awesome that it took me so many days to look it through again and again and write this when I can finally think something... Okay not that awesome but it was amazing! I'm just terribly lazy and stupid. But the episode! I screamed and went mad when Nathan morphed to Sylar. Gah. Sylar, how can you be that sexy and amazing? The episode was one of the best ones. It was so full of Sylar/Mohinder OTP. The ship will not die! Neverrr!


( Oh And I took a picture of myself and shopped it with my uber photoshopskillz... Okay not. )

Why the hell am I feeling like this... It's not like me to ramble... In english that is.

Im now in fucking Helsinki! I went to see MUCC, and damn this hostel's keyboard sucks.
But yeah! It was awesome! I used 25€ to buy their photobook, it's freaking much but it's cool and I'll try get their autograps on the cover of it tomorrow. I just hope they have a silver pencil, since the book is black.:S

Tomorrow I'll try finding new lighter jacket from here. I can't find any nice one in Jyväskylä...

Damn my back, knees and legs hurt. Well, no can do.

AND damn I want to see the newest heroes episode... Too much time to wait...

Heroes is too damn good show. I'm obsessed. Sylar is pure sex. Peter is so freaking beautiful, and so is Mohinder. <3 All the guys are so fucking sexy, it's so pleasing for the eye. Mmh~ Sylar/Mohinder OTP

< Finnish >
Hups en ollutkaan muistanut sanoa mitään viime käynnistäni tampereella. Elikkäs oli tänään toinen kerta kuin kävin transpoliklinikalla tutkimuksissa. Ensin oli sosiaalityöntekijän kanssa tapaaminen ja tänään oli psykiatrian erikoislääkärin kanssa. Kaikki ihan mukavasti mennyt vielä...

Sosiaalityöntekijän kanssa tuli juteltua elämästä, menneisyydestä yms jonka perusteella se oli kirjoittanut miusta elämänkerran.

Tänänä puhuttiin psykiatsin kanssa tunteista ja henkisistä asioista.

En osaa kertoa mitään hienoa kosta olen paska kertomaan yhtikäs mitään...
< /Finnish >

Huh... I don't remember if I have ever done anything halloweenish... But well I did this time! :D

I was just screwing around with my friends in paintchat and started doing something and here's what I came up with.

Kävin lääkärillä ja lääkäri kyseli ihan perusasioita; millanen lapsuutesi oli, kauan olet tuntenut näin yms.
Sain siis lähetteen tutkimuksiin :D
Nyt vaan odottelemaan kutsua.

Selasin sirfrayn journalia ja pöllin tämän sieltä. Sorry darling.

( Ensimmäisiä kysely )


( Olenko... (rasti ruutuun) )



( Musiikki testi/kysely )


( Music quiz (english) )

Olen avautunut tarpeeksi vähäksi aikaa... :D

My right wrist has been a bit fucked up lately, and I have been really helpless since I can't do shit with my left hand... :D

Well, it's a bit funny... I have trying to learn to use my left hand more.
I even drew with my left hand!



And that I probably draw better with my left hand is really funny. Hahaha. It's not stable but I still managed to do something! :D (I had to do something so I wouldn't fall asleep in the class.)

[Finnish] Lääkäri soitti ja vähän niinkun arvelinkin pitää mennä paikan päälle. En kyllä tajua että mikä vittu siinä on että ei heti voinu saada varsinaista lääkäriaikaa. Saa olla aika typeriä aikojen antajat jos eivät tajua ettei tällänen asia pelkällä puhelinsoitolla onnistu. Noh, uusi aika paikanpäälle on 2.11. [/Finnish]


Oh yeah, I cut my hair again... My friend only meant to cut it a bit from the sides and behind but I got little too enthusiastic with is and wanted a prison break style! That means I cut almost all off *laugh* My hair is now 3mm long :DD
My mom says it doesn't fit me, my bro says I look just like him (It's true, it's scary), but at least some of my friends say it fits me so... I'm not completely ashamed of myself. I actually like it. Haha.
I'm sure I'll go completely bald sometime in the future. :DD

But it looks like I'm bald already because my own hair colour is so light, it's not blond but light brown... I need to start wearing hat so my head doesn't freeze :D

I wonder why I'm too lazy to write everything in english... Well, I'll make sure I write my trans process in english too when something really happens.

TV series are really damn addicting... I'm badly addicted to Prison Break and CSI ( a bit on House too ). And the SLASH! Ahhh... God I ache for some pairings. Haha.
Like in prison Break I'm obsessed about T-bag/Michael. Teddy is just too irresistible, so damn hot *laugh*. I have thing for older men.
It also shows in CSI where I love Gil/Nick slash :D

I want more T-bag/Michael fanfictions! There are too little of them. Grr.


But yeah, I have been planning this little project with my friend that we will publish probably here in livejournal, though it probably will be in finnish first since it contains lot of text but maybe we can translate it... We'll see.


[Only finnish from here on, sorry]

Soitin viime viikolla lääkärille ja sain soittoajan, saa nähdä saako sitä lähetettä TAYSiin transtutkimuksiin ekalla kerralla noin vai pitääkö mennä paikalle, saati meneekö se ensin jonnekkin mielenterveys osastolle... Jää nähtäväksi.

[/Finnish]

Well, I got the binder that I wanted. (After 2 months).
Happy about that but damn Im bored. I got absolutely nothing to do. And my head just keeps hurting because of the weather.

Your Aura is Orange

Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go. You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need a man who challenges you! Your Career: Your ideal job is flexible, fun, and maybe a little dangerous. You have the makings of a private investigator or extreme athlete.

True. Its always orange on every test and it suits me.

Taken from fray__

You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead). </td> Disappear 73% Natural Causes 67% Bomb 53% Suicide 47% Eaten 40% Gunshot 40% Stabbed 40% Posion 27% Suffocated 27% Drowning 27% Disease 27% Accident 27% Cut Throat 20% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com

That really could be how I die...